waiting.
i'm not gonna lie. this is no fun at all. my stomach feels queasy all day, off and on, and my back is killing me. i'm cranky and poor kyle has to deal with me. this is just the possible beginning. i don't even know if it's pregnancy, but it's just no fun.
if i'm not pregnant, i think i might have the flu. i really hope its not the flu, but a beautiful little baby boy who has blonde curly hair and bright blue eyes. i think i'm going to be really sad if it turns out that i'm not pregnant yet. however, i know that when it does happen, it will be the perfect time for our little person. he/she will be born at the perfect time in the perfect place for whatever God has in store for him/her.
today, i have probably been doing the worst thing i could do. i've been searching through baby sites looking at the meaning of names. kyle and i already have our boy and girl names picked out, but we aren't telling anyone except family. just want to keep it a secret for a little while. much like i am keeping my "almost" pregnancy a secret from everyone. i like surprises a LOT.
at this moment, if i am pregnant, our baby looks like a tiny tiny ball. it is now classified as an embryo and is no longer a blasotcyst. i'm really happy about that because i saw a picture of a blastocyst and it made me want to throw up. it was just a "clump" of cells and everyone who knows me, knows i hate clumps of things. blech. i don't want to feel that way about our baby. ;)
i'm not gonna lie. this is no fun at all. my stomach feels queasy all day, off and on, and my back is killing me. i'm cranky and poor kyle has to deal with me. this is just the possible beginning. i don't even know if it's pregnancy, but it's just no fun.
if i'm not pregnant, i think i might have the flu. i really hope its not the flu, but a beautiful little baby boy who has blonde curly hair and bright blue eyes. i think i'm going to be really sad if it turns out that i'm not pregnant yet. however, i know that when it does happen, it will be the perfect time for our little person. he/she will be born at the perfect time in the perfect place for whatever God has in store for him/her.
today, i have probably been doing the worst thing i could do. i've been searching through baby sites looking at the meaning of names. kyle and i already have our boy and girl names picked out, but we aren't telling anyone except family. just want to keep it a secret for a little while. much like i am keeping my "almost" pregnancy a secret from everyone. i like surprises a LOT.
at this moment, if i am pregnant, our baby looks like a tiny tiny ball. it is now classified as an embryo and is no longer a blasotcyst. i'm really happy about that because i saw a picture of a blastocyst and it made me want to throw up. it was just a "clump" of cells and everyone who knows me, knows i hate clumps of things. blech. i don't want to feel that way about our baby. ;) maybe i am getting ahead of myself, but it just feels like there is a baby in there. i'm so ready to know for sure. come on tomorrow, hurry up and get here!!!!
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